Dear universe, In life... there are abundance of questions that can't be answered easily. Two days ago, I couldn't sleep.... I saw the clock on the wall showed 1 am and my eyes still widely open. You know why? Because I can't just easily shut my processor down.... yups my brain. From what? from overthinking of all of my problems. Then I saw a girl who holds a jar. She put her overthinking in the jar... then with her small hand she pours a little of mixed feeling on it. You know the result? They name it catastrophic. After that i just dropped my tears over it. I just couldn't control it. It felt wrong, horribly hurt....being left with all of this humanly over-feelings. Suddenly I realised something about me as a human. I crawled myself to your arm, Father. I'm just a human... who am I? I'm just ashes......, I'm nothing......and I need you God. Jakarta, 25 April
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