picha's life

Dear universe, In life... there are abundance of questions that can't be answered easily. Two days ago, I couldn't sleep.... I saw the clock on the wall showed 1 am and my eyes still widely open. You know why? Because I can't just easily shut my processor down.... yups my brain. From what? from overthinking of all of my problems. Then I saw a girl who holds a jar. She put her overthinking in the jar... then with her small hand she pours a little of mixed feeling on it. You know the result? They name it catastrophic. After that i just dropped my tears over it. I just couldn't control it. It felt wrong, horribly hurt....being left with all of this humanly over-feelings. Suddenly I realised something about me as a human. I crawled myself to your arm, Father. I'm just a human... who am I? I'm just ashes......, I'm nothing......and I need you God. Jakarta, 25 April

Dear life,  How are you?  Lama ga update... laama ga posting,  Berharap smua baik-baik saja. Maaf karena kesibukan jadi tdk lanjut memposting cerita jalan2 selanjutnya. Janji habis ni jika semesta mendukung akan kutuntaskan.  Posting kali ini adalah ttg letting go and move forward... It's all bout facing the reality Kalo bahasa simplenya adalah mengikhlaskan Gampang diucapkan tapi sangat sulit dilakukan... Bukan hanya ttg cinta, tapi tentang smuanya di hidup ini yang kita sayangi... bisa orang tua, pacar, pasangan, hobi, makanan, peralatan make up, uang, mimpi, ambisi dan banyak hal lainnya.... Hingga hari ini, hari kedelapan belas di tahun 2017..., telah banyak hal yang menuntutku untuk bisa mengikhlaskan. Hidup ini tidak sesimple yang kupikir, seakan jalan tidak akan semulus aspal hitam.  Source: google image Bener banget quote di atas.... karena at the end of the day, akan sangat menyakitkan dan ga hidup kita ga akan menjadi lebih baik tanpa m